Feelings

Maybe it's just the period I am going through.

Why is it just cause of a small matter, we just gotta quarrel like it's some big shit. Sigh. Ya everything my fault again. I'm taking it in. All. In. Ok?

I don't understand you. I am always the 1 not giving in. I am always the 1 causing the trouble. You think I am happy quarrelling with you. You know how hard is it for me to just pretend everything is fine for me in the office and holding back my tears?

I don't want to break down. I am this weak. I am a weakling. Are you happy now?

Ya. I cannot be so dependent on you. So I will stop relying on you from now on. This is what you want.

I feel stupid. I really do.

Why is always in the relationship, I am giving my all but yet, the other party is not. Or maybe he is, but I just don't feel it.

When you said you have no mood to talk, then we don't talk. Fine. When I ask you to leave me alone, you said all the full of fucking shit words telling me ya don't disturb you and all.

All the time, I don't know what to do or say anymore. I am really lost for words.

I don't know. I really don't know.




Am I just your opinon?

Thank you for letting me know, I mean this little to you.