Life?

Life's pretty a bitch right now.

Can't say I hate life, can't say I like my life now.

It's just the same rountine. Work, meet bb (if he's not working) home. And the cycle repeats. Work home work home work home work home.

I'm still not use to the cycle, but yes..... I got to try to adapt to this life style. It'll stick for me about, 2 years? :(

It's pretty hard being a adult.

You not only got to think about your spending, how about spending your time? Balancing your relationship and work. Rest time? Now I know how hard it is to be a adult. And how I wish I could still be a kid, forever.

I have never once thought I will be where I am right now. ( Sitting in the office doing practically nth ) I couldn't imagine when I grow up, get married and have babies. Where will I be in 10 yrs time?

I'm not ready. Not ready for this adult hood, yet.

I still wants to be pampered by my mom, pampered by my boyfriend (nv fails to pamper me la). Getting allowance from my mom, and having night life. I miss that life. :(

I think I start working too early? I have yet to enjoy to the fullest, and I am stuck right here. Picking up skills so on and so for.

Though I regret start working life so soon, but it's another big step for me into the reality world.

I could always enjoy life while working? Maybe.....

Ok tonight I'mma going to bb's hse for stay over. :) And maybe tml I'll accompany him to his NPCC squad for their POP. Haven't attend NPCC POP for quite sometime. After I left NPCC, I have never, ever heard that name till now.

Good memories....

:)

Ok Back to work!